{"version":"https://jsonfeed.org/version/1","title":"I've Been Meaning to Say","home_page_url":"https://ivebeenmeaningtosay.com","description":"I've Been Meaning to Say","author":{"name":"I've Been Meaning to Say"},"items":[{"id":"https://ivebeenmeaningtosay.com/the-diary/f/i-thought-i-was-past-this","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/f5ad342b-ca3c-4a1f-a1ba-6886761135bb/blob-dc4bf1a.png\"/><p>A piece of my testimony I don’t talk about often—the things the Lord brought me out of, the things I thought I had healed from, and the things I’m learning I may have to surrender to Him more than once.</p>","url":"https://ivebeenmeaningtosay.com/the-diary/f/i-thought-i-was-past-this","title":"I Thought I Was Past This","summary":"A piece of my testimony I don’t talk about often—the things the Lord brought me out of, the things I thought I had healed from, and the things I’m learning I may have to surrender to Him more than once.","date_modified":"2026-09-22T02:27:14Z"},{"id":"https://ivebeenmeaningtosay.com/the-diary/f/i-dont-know-what-happens-next","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/f5ad342b-ca3c-4a1f-a1ba-6886761135bb/Tezza-8009.jpg\"/><p>A very unfinished thought about control, unanswered prayers, and letting joy and hurt be true at the same time.</p>","url":"https://ivebeenmeaningtosay.com/the-diary/f/i-dont-know-what-happens-next","title":"I Don't Know What Happens Next","summary":"A very unfinished thought about control, unanswered prayers, and letting joy and hurt be true at the same time.","date_modified":"2026-09-17T22:36:32Z"},{"id":"https://ivebeenmeaningtosay.com/the-diary/f/i-got-really-good-at-needing-less","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/f5ad342b-ca3c-4a1f-a1ba-6886761135bb/Tezza-1630.JPG\"/><p>on overthinking, making myself smaller &amp; finding my way back to my voice</p>","url":"https://ivebeenmeaningtosay.com/the-diary/f/i-got-really-good-at-needing-less","title":"I Got Really Good at Needing Less","summary":"on overthinking, making myself smaller & finding my way back to my voice","date_modified":"2026-09-15T01:37:06Z"}]}